Dear 2020,
I write this letter to you not in vain or with malice but as a thank you.
The year didn’t start the way we wanted it to. I bet you celebrated NYE as any normal NYE; hoping for a better year and leaving behind an old year.
Kobe and Gigi Bryant (NBE), George Floyd, Ian Holmes, Chadwick Boseman, Kelly Preston, Australian fires (state of emergency), Ukraine flight crash, UK withdrawal from EU, WHO declaring a Pandemic.
I understand a pandemic happens roughly every 100 years; the world witnessed one in 1720 (Plague), 1820 (Cholera), 1920 (Spanish Flu) and 2020 (Covid-19). Is it a coincidence? I’m unsure whether to believe in coincidences. I’ve doubted whether they truly exist or not but I do believe everything in life happens for a reason; whether we like it or not. Humans are emotional beings and hate what they cannot control and easily want to blame and point fingers.
I lived in Asia for a decade and understand their mentality, especially China which is a dictatorship disguising itself as communism; unfortunately, not the communism we know by Karl Marx but they’re own interpretation of the system. Each country is entitled to rule the way they want and how they see fit. Is it right or wrong? How can we define what is right or wrong nowadays? True, Covid-19 came and derived from China and President Donald Trump continues to call it a Chinese Virus and suggests they should be held responsible. But can we really point fingers? In Europe, the media’s narrative was initially blaming Italy for bringing the virus into Europe. As an Italian citizen, it was painful to read these articles.
I never would’ve foreseen such a tragedy; losing 900-1000 people daily in the beginning of 2020 (March-April) and the panic in people’s eyes. In the UK, toiletries were lacking such as toilet roll. Masks were in such high demand worldwide. It somehow also became a business. What will we learn from this? Or will we learn anything at all? Should China apologise? Was the virus intentional to make the world kneel to China while it becomes an industrial and financial super power, overtaking the USA? Or could we possibly suggest that we are all at fault? Continents cannot even unify or agree on what to do and how to approach Covid-19; in the EU, each country pursued the idea ofevery man for himself. But, it is true that the virus affected each country differently; some more than others.
The UK in the beginning had the advantage of seeing the conditions in Italy and then Spain and could’ve made quicker decisions but unfortunately, the Prime Minister’s message was more prepare to lose your loved ones rather than being constructive and protecting the country. Eventually, and coincidentally, after being put in intensive care due to having the virus, he decided a national lockdown; although not as severe as Italy and Spain.
Let me tell you. In Italy, you were not allowed to leave the house unless you went to a supermarket or pharmacy. Families, married couples (or couples in general) could not leave the house together, it had to be one at a time. All sport activities outdoors (i.e. running or jogging) were banned. The police would patrol 24/7 and fine people up to 1000Euros. In fact, someone was jogging on a beach and caught by a police drone. The police ran after him and gave a fine of 500Euros. The police would spray disinfectant all around cities and use megaphones to make people stay inside. People use to clap once a week to show their praise, gratitude and love towards the Health sector and everyone working in the forefront but this was stopped because families of victims believed it to be insensitive. This also occurred in the UK every Thursday for the NHS.
I can only speak of London because I live here, and I can truly say it is unrecognisable. I’ve lived in this city for 7 years and it’s surreal. I started going on long walks in May (once lockdown was eased) and I found myself in a 28 Days Later setting; almost like an apocalypse. I did not feel comfortable walking in Central completely alone even in pure daylight so I walked to parks instead; slightly more lively, with flowers blossoming and summer finally arriving. But even now, in October, London is not what it was before. Can it ever go back to the old days? It lives thanks to tourists, commuters and locals but it lacks 2 out of those 3 things. I spoke to a taxi driver recently who told me there are only 40% of workers in the City of London. Taxi drivers had high hopes, especially for September since schools reopened but it was not the case.
Asia experienced epidemics/pandemics before: SARS, bird flu and swine flu. Europe the Spanish flu in 1918-1920, considered the deadliest pandemic. But as the Great Depression, Covid-19 caused an economic crisis: business failings, unemployment, financial uncertainty and furlough schemes.
There are two extremes: employees working non-stop (and overtime) since lockdown and furloughed employees. Both situations are distressing in their own ways and cause psychological and emotional anxiety. Employees who are working are trying to keep up and doing a 10-people’s job. In contrast, employees who are on furlough live with more uncertainty because they could be made redundant at any given moment; which is the last option for businesses. However, if businesses do not generate enough revenue and their expenditure is more than what they are receiving, they have no choice but to start redundancy processes; depending on each sector. The hospitality sector has been hard hit due to the pandemic.
I was alone during lockdown (3months), with family in another country. Yes, I chose to live and work in London, leaving family in Italy. Luckily, I have been living alone since I was 18 years old when I started university but that does not mean I was ready for Covid-19. Not being able to personally see anyone for 3 months takes its toll and it was disheartening. I tried not to watch the news too much but you cannot escape from Covid-19. I just had to keep going and maintain a positive and optimistic mentality to keep me sane and tranquil; especially for my family. I followed the Italian way: mask indoors and outdoors, stay outdoors as least as possible, no mixing with other households, equipping myself with as much food and items as possible. The only time I would check any news was when I called my family to listen to the daily Press Conference in Italy and BBC evening news. It breaks my heart to know there are now over 1million victims worldwide.
One of the most heart-breaking scenes I witnessed (on television) was:
https://www.corriere.it/cronache/20_maggio_08/coronavirus-militare-che-guido-camion-morti-bergamo-quelle-bare-fanno-parte-me-72497738-910d-11ea-8c7e-3b270f2639b4.shtml
As I’m writing this, I’m crying. This should not have been filmed or published but I suppose Italians needed to see the seriousness of the pandemic. I wish to have not seen the following as well:
https://www.vaticannews.va/it/papa/news/2020-03/preghiera-papa-francesco-coronavirus-adorazione-indulgenza.html– 2nd video
We see Pope Francis walking in St Peter’s Square and giving a prayer to the statue of Jesus. I truly believe he was as shocked as we were and asking God, why?
Andrea Bocelli also gave a beautiful performance at Il Duomo in Milan (City Centre) and came outside to sing Amazing Grace.
2020 will pass on in our history and quite frankly, I wish I did not have to tell my future children and grandchildren what happened but it is like being in a war. You’ll have to tell future generations about 2020 because they need to know.
Rules and restrictions are now changing constantly. We are no longer in a national lockdown but facing, or already experiencing, a second wave of Covid-19. Experts say we didn’t suffer during the summer season because the virus dies with the heat but strengthens in the winter. In Italy, masks are mandatory indoors and outdoors and bars/restaurants are obligated to close at 12am. Not that Covid-19 works on a time schedule. Similarly, the UK introduced a 3tier policy (Medium, High and Very High) since every area is being affected differently. In addition, there are not enough Flu Vaccinations because orders are usually confirmed 6months prior and who knew about Covid-19?
Countries cannot afford another national lockdown. If they choose to do so, it would be an economic catastrophe which will take years to recuperate.
2020 you are now coming to an end and people are wishing for a better life in 2021. I hope for this to be true but I somehow have a feeling that much is not going to change next year. Viruses usually last between 1-2 years. I’m praying our beloved scientists will find a vaccine/cure as soon as possible. They must be in so much pressure at the moment as well as studying cures for other fatal illnesses.
We are going to change, for the better.
Best regards,
Lavinia